What Now?

Celebrated Shane's 6th birthday on Merdeka and had a wonderful time with my buddies talking about almost everything... ha, got to know that Jimmy proposed to Joyce. It's been quite a while since we last had such a great time (for me at least)...

We touched about spiritual things: giftings, calling and stuff. I admire, and sometimes even envy, my friends' certainty on what they intend to do, or shall I put it this way, on what the Lord wants them to do. Here, I do feel clueless about my part. What gifting(s) has the Lord given me? What does God want me to do for Him for His Kingdom's sake? Sometimes, I can sense God being so clear to me, but other times I waiver... Have I not done enough to seek His will? Or has He revealed enough? I really don't know... Now that my priority is my family (after God, that is), what do I need to do?

I have come to a conclusion...

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven. (Ecclesiastes 3:1).

It is the 'now' that I am living in... in fact all of us are living in the 'now'. And that's what matters most to me and to Him! I am sure in due time God will reveal more to me. I'll have to live as best as I can for Him, not because I have to, but I want to... because I love Him. Of course I am still human and sometimes or most of the time I am very human haha! If you know what I mean.